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  Lexi's almost-miscarriage Do You Think your crying impresses me? Throwing down the Gauntlet "I've spent 50 years trying to fix her, why do you think you should be able to do better than me?"

Was It Abuse?

Yeah, it was. I didn't know it. I didn't think a 6'5" 280# guy could be the victim of abuse by a tiny little woman. What would people think? How would they treat me?  You know, my whole life I really cared a lot about what people thought of me. From theme I was very young, I loved being the center of attention, I loved performing, and I really loved people telling me how much they enjoyed it. I remember as a small child, memorizing things like the presidents, or books of the Bible, or anything that would give me a something to show off. I remember being the center of attention when my grandparents' friends would visit.  So, I cared a LOT about what people thought. To the point that I was dishonest about things so people would still like me.  When I  How dare I look at her phone? Or suspect anything? How dare I?  Anytime anyone did anything she didn't like she would explode. Monarch Dental, Target, Doctor's Offices, Work. She'd file a complaint with HR. ...